我可能不是个好男人也可能不是个好情人。。你还有我的温柔陪你度过。。和你在一起的一分一秒都很快乐，你快乐吗？？我无话可说。。是你控制我的思想。。我现在想躲在一个无人的黑洞。。让你走就是我的世界末日。。我已经决定爱你一个人。。

火红的星球温暖不了我。。你走了以后就再也温暖不了我。。雨下再大不了我对你的思念。。我痴痴等你，让我感到很冷，我也只能痴痴的冷。。我躲在你给的体温，心随陪我哭到无声。。谁能够替代你来拼奏我散落一地的美梦，再听不见你说爱我。。我很傻。。


我像个隐形人。。我的存在没让你注意。。难道要很多的考验才能证明我爱你？？在爱的河里，我只能继续去漂流。。我想着你，你再想着谁？？可以让我知道吗？？我好像失去了感觉和知觉。。每天都像行尸走肉一样。。我现在连呼吸都会痛。。你觉得我还有知觉吗？？没有了你，我该怎么生活下去？？


你曾说过我没有你的日子还是要走下去但是你能叫我怎么办吗？？我每一夜都隐隐约约都感觉到你的存在。。我最怕的就是一个人呼吸。。好像抱紧你的我，现在只能是幻想了。。身边少了你，我连说话都少了回音。。我会一直在这里默默为你守候。。希望你能记得我。。你叫我如何接受这样的安排？？我忍住了悲哀，现在我拥有什么？？我忘了告诉你失去后就不能从来。。


嘴角勉强露出了微笑。。我觉得男孩子就应该说到做到。。我已经做到了。。我不是不知道没有你的日子是那么辛苦的。。为什么我爱的一切都没有结果？？为什么？？只要能够对你好，我都会做到。。你说走就走，有没有理会过我的感受？？走了却没有回头看我。。我真得很失败。。为了要让你骄傲，我会用我的真心来打动你。。

季节因为有我对你的思念而改变。。你说得我都听了，你没错。。错的是我因为我害怕寂寞。。使我对不起你。。。爱情里面的原则就是谁先离开谁就是第三者。。我真得很像挽留我们的关系。。我的脑海里都是你的画面。。

我的梦想真的破碎了吗？？沮丧都是你来安慰我。。很开心因为一路上我们是开心的。。最想要去的地方，我们怎么能在半路就返航？？天堂？？真的有天堂吗？？我想没用的人才下地狱吧？？我就是那没用的男人。。连一个女朋友都不能给她幸福。。我是不是很失败？？是不是很没用？？


耶稣，我能忏悔吗？？我知道我错了。。可以让我在拥有它的一次机会吗？？如果她快乐一天需要我一天的寿命，我愿用我一生来换她的快乐但是请留一天给我去让她快乐。。可以吗？？这样的要求会过分吗？？

位置

我在你心里占了多少位置？？只有你自己知道。。你在我心里占了这个位置，所以我才把所有心事都和你说。。你明白吗？？

爱的残忍太可怕。。我承认我是爱你的。。我在朋友面前是假假开心笑。。一句我爱你还在我脑海里。。你是否正在听？？我希望你正在听。。是时间在作祟吗？？我一直在问自己。。到现在都还是个谜。。我哭得很用力。。你是看见我的眼泪？？

你就像是由引力。。让我无法抗拒。。我只能在远远的看你，保护你，守护着你和爱着你。。原来爱上一个人是那么痛苦的。。如果我能选择，我会选择永永远远的爱着你。。但爱失去后才明白，我发现我不够好。。我恨自己没让你开心。。我只能在梦里拥抱你。。

我找不到我的方向。。我迷失了自己。。我为什么又迷了路？？是我自己蠢吗？？我被遗憾夹在中间。。我只能在我的心里埋怨自己。。我多么奢望能握着你的手去看世界。。你不在我的身边，我仿佛又跌跌撞撞。。浪子真的是要改过就能回头吗？？我已经为了你改变自己。。你能让我回头吗？？


我每天晚上都在祈祷。。起到你会原谅我。。你会吗？？只因我为你而生。。要给你最浪漫的最好的，是我的梦想。。 天黑了陪你回家。。要给你最原始的浪漫，你会接受吗？？


是你让我有走下去的念头。。每当我孤单时，我都会读你写给我的讯息。。你也是吗？？你再苦再煎熬都有我在这里陪你。。我依然还在等待，等待你会明白。。一颗坚强的心再等你回来。。不要以为我无谓。。请你相信我是真的不会后悔。。


你知道眼泪的味道吗？？你明白那些痛苦吗？？我发现我以爱你爱到无可救药了。。你要我随传随到，我一定到。。我才慢慢体会到幸福是被我爱的你需要。。是不是你把我的解药丢掉了？？为什么我爱你挨到无可救药？？


我一直存在着。。你说着我却听着。。你的忧伤大于快乐。。我的彩虹现在只下黑白的了。。你和我的合照一直在我电话里存者。。我会笑着等你因为一切真得很值得。。所以心痛到死了。。爱会用永远远你说的但是离开我的时候却没有舍不得。。我真的存在着。。

我很烂但是我很爱你...

你是我的思想而不时或在我的思想里。。。

你每次对着我这我微笑。你的微笑里面有毒药。。让我无法自拔的爱着你。。。

是你把我的孤单都消灭。。是你给我安慰抱着我哄我入睡。。你的微笑我一定会当成宝贝因为你是可微。。保护你是我永远都不会疲倦的事。。。

爱虽然很美妙，却不能因为寂寞放弃了我。。一但爱上了就别放手让给别人。。

我和你的见面时偶然，爱上你是突然，喜欢你是自然，因为你能给我很自然的感觉。。我一旦爱上了你就不会放弃爱着你的。。这就是我的个性。。

可以让我握你手和你去吹吹风吗??这种感觉很美妙..风会带走一切的悲伤..感情就像钢琴的黑键..没有对错字优美不美妙...

我会等你三个月..就算是三个世纪我也会等..因为这样做就能证明我爱你...我会把我的眼泪擦掉..用我最好的一面来迎接你..很高兴一路上有你的陪伴...怎么能在半路就返航???

我已经为了你不在逃课..我今天又去上电脑课..

爱你是不需要理由..只要我用最真,最爱你的心来爱你就是爱的定义..我的心门永远为你而开..

在我心里你永远是那么美...没有人可以取代你在我心里的位置...我在你心里占了多少位置??只有你自己知道..我不会去猜或者怀疑你因为这样做对你很不公平..是你改变了我的坏习惯..我愿意为了你改变我自己...

跟你在一起的日子很开心...是你让我拥有爱的感觉...我要一步一步地往你心房爬..我希望我在你心里永远占有一定的位置...你觉得我可以吗??

我知道你是因为考试太大的压力所以那么对我...我是那么的想..我不知道是真还是假...我也不想再去怀疑你..因为我知道你是不会骗人的...我觉得你是那样的人是因为你不喜欢我骗你...我已经不会再骗你了..我答应过你的就会做到...

可能是我想太多...你总这样说...你是问问你自己...你明白我被伤害的感受吗??还有人比我还爱你吗??有没有人会把你珍惜??我不会让别人伤害你的...我不会让别人伤害你一根汗毛的...

自从你对握我说的那番话让我无法好好的睡...我爱你我承认...这是无法否认的事...我知道我的怀朋友很多...我知道我是个烂人...我一无是处...但是爱着你是我最自豪的是...我或许没有别人好但是我好好在我是最爱你的那个烂人...想要什么都跟我说...我什么都可以给你...重要的事要给你幸福...我虽然没有什么钱但是我会尽我全力让你幸福...对不起因为我学坏了...我下定决心改变我自己....

love u day per day

Loving u is my pleasure...
Wen u wan me go your side,i will go your side...
Every time u smile at me,u just have poison making me love u day per day...

I want give you happiness...i hope i can have the chance to give you happiness...Love is a freak things...Love have to wait patiently...It will come one day...I trust tat i am the one who can bring you happiness...I dunno whether you believe or not...Can give me and yourself a chance to try???


Every time i wanna know more things about you,you dun say...you just keep silent...Actually i wanna know more things about you doesn't means i wanna take your freedom away...

Love you is no reason...when you use your true heart,you can feel the feeling of love...no one will love you more than me...i am that fool that love you very much...If v can have chance to meet again,i wont let you go away...

I know is my fault...i realize that i have too much bad friends...Can u punish me???Can??please don't use break to punish me...i cant fight with this stress...i am very stress now...can don't use break???


I am not a romantic guy...but i am trying to let u feel how much i love you...i only have one dream...the dream is i hope me and you won't break and always together...i love you more deeply per day...

You are not only my mind...You are my mind~!!!!!Is you let me know what is wrong and what is false~!!!!i won't do the things u don't like from the day i promise you...Fool,i am a fool...I am really a fool...Foolish love you that deeply...But why i do so???because i love you~!!!!!


I won't let you go away...i hope i can hold your hand till forever...Can i do so??Maybe hurt can let me more remember you more...Is that the way you make me remember you??I will still remember you because i love you~!!!!


Have you forgotten our past???have you???please don't forget...i beg you dun forget...Loving you is my responsibility....Too much care will become disturbing but because of i love you so i care you...If i don't love you,why i still care you???please try put yourself in my shoes...you will know why i do so...


My world is so little...Can you see me crying???I am so suffer now...I realize that i really do need you...please understanding my love...You hurt me too much but all the hurt will become more love you...I have lose every things...I cant cry soundly...I think i know the taste of tears...sometimes it is sour but sometimes is sweet...When i happy,my tear is sweet...When i am sad,my tear is sour...I dunno you understand what i am talking about or not...What i have done to you,i will always remember...I hope u also wont forget...

I hope i am the right person for you....i cant see my future without you...i don't wanna say good bye with you...Missing you,can you hear me???I won't let you cry again...Can you hear me???

When i am sad,i will read the message you sent me...This is the reason to make me keep on going on...please trust your heart,i will always appreciate it...Between me and you have a weird feel...i will never gonna say good bye...i have promise won't forget the promise...My life become colorful because of you...

Dear,i wanna tell you that know you in short time...I wanna share many things with you...What i wanna do and what say is for you...I wanna know more about you like the hair style you like,your hobby n your birthday...Because of having you make me keep on going do anything that you love...

tellin my feel...

erm....wday hav a bit happy wen she look at me....i am so happy...she wit her fren at canteen 2day...

wen i eat wit my fren at canteen,she look at me...i am so happy...wakaka...

sad coz she no greet wit me...she look at me 3seconds...i oso look at she 3seconds...
so high...

i can b ur hero wen u nid me...nw the hero is waitin 4 u...i will owez wait 4 u...

u will find the truth tat i love u deeply 1 day...i reli hope so...

whenever u r,i belief tat i will still love u...no matter whr u go,my heart will owez wit u...y??u sure wana noe y??nw i let u noe y...answer is my love 2wards u wont change...i hav love u deeply...

the power of i love u will show u the reality n will owez wit u...

do u noe hw much i wana hold ur hand n go c the oni moon???i reli hope so...i will oni hold ur hand..no other hand i will hold...i will oni hold ur hand...the hand belongs 2 yee keh wei...i will oni luv she till the end of my life...i noe i say so make she dun belief me...bt i am tellin the truth...i will keep my promiz coz i am roderick chung yih weih...

i will climb slowly slowly slowly till ur heart...i wan c ur face concentratly...i wan rmbr ur face...i will owez keep tis face in my heart n my mind...wan wit u go anywhr..no matter whr,wit u is the best thg...

if time can turn bac,i will b ur fren 1st...bt nw time canot turn bac...i will b ur fren till u finish ur exam...i reli hope u will accept me again...i keep on teelin myself tat she had exam n too many stress so break wit me...bt i reli duno wat is the reason she break wit me...can anybody tell me??i reli wana noe...haiz~~~

ur eye jz like the star...twinklin is the sky...let me noe wat is gud n wat is bad...i am so appreciate it...is u let me changed...if nt u,i am nw still a vry vry vry bad student...is u let me wana change for u...i hav change...i din lie u...i do wat i hav promiz u...

i am a director in my club...mayb wat i hav tellin nw jz like drama bt shakespear say tat drama is jz like life n life is jz like a drama...life is a big space for drama...gt ppl leave the stage n oso gt ppl enter the stage...i dun hope i will leave ur stage...i wan owez stand in ur stage...can i owez stand in ur stage???u r alrdy stand in my stage...i cant afford lose u...i cant let u leave in my stage...

3 mths???i can wait 3 mths...i trust myself...u trust urself??i will wait u...

in front of my fren,i am laughin bt u thk my laugh is real???nw let me tell u...my laugh wasnt real...i jz laugh de...i am nt using my real heart to smile...if u accept me...i will use my real heart to smile...i promiz~~~~

i love u,keh wei....

the 10 thgs i born 4 she

if u wana cry,cry on my shoulder...
if u nid sum1 who k for u,i am owez the 1...
if u sad,my heart will gettin cooler...

i will show u wat will love can do 1 day...hope u can giv me a chance 2 show u tat wat love can do...

there is a miracle,wen u belif..
u will belief wen u belief in miracle....
i am stadin here 2 hunt the feel tat u wan....
dun b afraid...i am owez here 4 u...onli 4 u....

the 10 thgs i am born 4 she
1.to let u belief in miracle
2.to giv u safety feel
3.to take gud care of u
4.to giv u support wen u ned support
5.to giv u my shoulder wen u wana cry
6.to protect u from danger
7.to show u wat is the real meaning of love
8.to giv u love tat can b ur anythg
9.to share all ur thgs
10.to let u 'fa xie' on me

i am owez here for u...hope u noe wat i am doin all is bcoz of i love u...

i promiz u i will nvr hide away from u...i will b owez here by ur side...

if u gt anythg,sms o call me...my fon will on 24 hrs...

if u ned sum1 to care 4 u,i am owez b the 1 who care u...
if u wan ppl to share thgs,i am here oso...
if u ned my help,i will help u no matter hw hard...
if u wan ppl to 'fa xie',i will let u to do so...

wateva i do is all bcoz of u...y??r u askin y???nw let me tell u~!!!!
the answer is bcoz of i love u~!!!!!u sure thk tat i am stupid...yes~!!!i am stupid bt onli stupid for u...coz once i love,i wont let go...mayb u will thk i am selfish bt can u try put urself in my shoes...will u do so if u gt lover???let me tell u...u will do so coz love is blind...nw,love u make me blind...

if u hungry,i will giv u all my food...
if u thirsty, i will giv u all my water...
if u wan do anythg,i will giv my help...
if u nid help,i will help u...

i love u..tat's all wat i wan say...i love u more den myself...dun ask me y...i oso duno y...there is oni 2 thgs i noe myself...
1.i love u...
2.i love u is no reason...
3.i wan u noe wat is the meaning of real love...
4.i wont lie u anymore...
5.i will use my care,honesty n real love to love u...

i wont let u hurt o anythg...if reali can choose,i will still choose u...mayb u thk i am jz say say...i can tell u tat i mean it...i promiz u...if u nid me,i wont hide away from u...i will do wateva u wan me 2 do o wat...

i love u~!!!!!!!!!!!me,roderick chung yih weih swear tat i will love u...if nt,i will b vry poor...poor till no body will help me...i am swearin nw...i love u.keh wei...

i will wait she 2 prove tat i love she~!!!!

i will wait she till she finish exam...me oso hav 2 work hard~~~let's work it out~~~~

i notice tat if the fate choose tat she is mine den she will b mine...

i trust tat she is mine...i wont trust anythg~~~!!!!

i will do 5 thg from nw on
1.i will quit smoking~!!
2.i will change my altitude
3.i wont lie she
4.i wont do bad thg
5.i will treat she as gud as i can

i will pray everynite~~~so hope the god wont let me dissapointed~~

i belief in god so i hope the god will help me oso...i love u,the only 'geng' god~!!!

i duno i shld hapi o nt...i try nt thk of she bt still her mind will appear in my mind~~~

do i hav choice???i wan a choice~!!!who can giv me choice???hmmm....

wat i ned to do nw is appreciate wat i had nw...i will appreciate wat i hav nw...

can u feel the love i gave u???
if u can,u wont do so 2 me...
if u cant,means i am nt a gud guy...

whose false being a ugly ppl??my family borns me like tis...i can blame who???any1 oso cant blame...i so hate myslef~!!!

if less my life 1 year can let u love me,i rather my life less 1 year~~
bt nw...wat can i do lagi??i keep on tellin myself tat ley it be...bt i cant do so...i am so shit...

i hate myself~~~~

i shldnt appear in tis world...i wan die o...bt if i die...hw abt my mom n my frens???i reli so confused~!!!!who can help me???i nid help~~~



if i can let time go bac,i will try my best 2 let she love me...bt who can let time turn bac???no time turnin bac tis kind of stupid stuff~!!!!wat i ned 2 do nw is facing the prob waitin me 2 solve~~~hope i will recover soon...so hope..

i nid ur an wei la,fren~~~~

hate the feel being dump~!!!!

i am so sad nw..i duno wat i wan n wat i like...i am such a jerk...i dun even noe wat i like n wat i love...u guys thk a guy like me shud die o nt??wat i wan n wat i like n wat i love oso duno...i thk i better die laa...haiz~~~~wait lo...oni can wait nw...hope she will change her mind n will mature a bit...i dun hope sum1 bully she...if i noe who bully she,i will go find tat 1 who bully she...

i love u,,tat's oni wat i can say...i so hope u can put urself in my shoes n thk 4 me...i hav use some time,spirit n money on u...wat i gt nw???NTG~!!!!wat the fuck...dun like tis kind of feel...

y the god like fool me??wen i hav my thg,it will disappear soon...waaaaaa.....y??can anybody tell me y???i belief in him bt he do tat 2 me~~~i duno i still belief he o nt~~~anybody can tell me??i am so suffer nw...waaaaaaaa....hate hate hate...

i hav change a lot bcoz of she...y???y i change??i keep on askin myself...i finaly noe the answer...the answer is bcoz i luv she so i change bcoz of she...n nw???wat i gt???NTG la~~~

if i wana cry,will she bolow me her shoulder??she wont de~~~
if i wan a tight hug,will she b thr 4 me??haha...if she will,i wont tat sad...
if i wan a love from a ppl,will she b tat 1??i guess wont~~~duno y??i use my 6th sense...mayb my 6th sense nt tat 'ngam' o wat..i oso duno...so god damn sad~!!!!

hope my bloved god wont do tat again 2 me~~~~i love u,jesus...

i oso luv she...she hav a magic...i mean it...she is jz like a fairy...she hav the magic 2 let me fall in love in she...i will wait her reply n her call de~~~tat's wat i had promiz she...

1.i wont lie she
2.i will quit smoking
3.i will change my altitude
4.i wont tell anybody abt her thg

i will do wat i had promiz u de,my love~!!!!