hate the feel being dump~!!!!

i am so sad nw..i duno wat i wan n wat i like...i am such a jerk...i dun even noe wat i like n wat i love...u guys thk a guy like me shud die o nt??wat i wan n wat i like n wat i love oso duno...i thk i better die laa...haiz~~~~wait lo...oni can wait nw...hope she will change her mind n will mature a bit...i dun hope sum1 bully she...if i noe who bully she,i will go find tat 1 who bully she...

i love u,,tat's oni wat i can say...i so hope u can put urself in my shoes n thk 4 me...i hav use some time,spirit n money on u...wat i gt nw???NTG~!!!!wat the fuck...dun like tis kind of feel...

y the god like fool me??wen i hav my thg,it will disappear soon...waaaaaa.....y??can anybody tell me y???i belief in him bt he do tat 2 me~~~i duno i still belief he o nt~~~anybody can tell me??i am so suffer nw...waaaaaaaa....hate hate hate...

i hav change a lot bcoz of she...y???y i change??i keep on askin myself...i finaly noe the answer...the answer is bcoz i luv she so i change bcoz of she...n nw???wat i gt???NTG la~~~

if i wana cry,will she bolow me her shoulder??she wont de~~~
if i wan a tight hug,will she b thr 4 me??haha...if she will,i wont tat sad...
if i wan a love from a ppl,will she b tat 1??i guess wont~~~duno y??i use my 6th sense...mayb my 6th sense nt tat 'ngam' o wat..i oso duno...so god damn sad~!!!!

hope my bloved god wont do tat again 2 me~~~~i love u,jesus...

i oso luv she...she hav a magic...i mean it...she is jz like a fairy...she hav the magic 2 let me fall in love in she...i will wait her reply n her call de~~~tat's wat i had promiz she...

1.i wont lie she
2.i will quit smoking
3.i will change my altitude
4.i wont tell anybody abt her thg

i will do wat i had promiz u de,my love~!!!!